i'm bord realy realy realy bord!!!!!!
so i keep playin around with photos i'm not gunna upload them all here just the ones i like but yah. this is how i kill time
so at work this friday i get to dress up. we are doign a promotion for New Moon and even though i think the twilight craz is stupid, i'm kinda exited to dress up. kinda lame but i actualy like the dress i went and got yesterday. i think it looks nice on me. just wish my hair was longer >.< short boy cut hair does not look good with formal style dress. >.< so i'm wearign a wig. yah kinda lame but seriosly it looks realy weird otherwise.
my manager is tryign to get an apointment set up for thursday for all of the managment teem to go get professional photos done. so thats kinda exitign too if it ihappenes. shes kinda all talk no show though so we will see.
and idk why but i'm adicted to the song "bad romance" by lady gaga.
becka pissed me off again. ok so when i ask her to help clean the apartment she dosnt but last night she was saying how she wants the apartment cleanedc before her parents come to pic up her stuff. but its bullshit i dont have time to clean the entire aprtment. i have lots of school work to do right now and then its finals and then i'm home for a few weeks. ill clean up my shit but i cant deep clean shit just i cant. shes the one who is home all the fuckign time!!! and she was saying how we need to buy cleaning supplies. well sorry i cant aford it right now. i have to save as much money as i can for 1) rent, its jumping up now sicne she's leaving i need to save what i can speacly since i'm takign 2 weeks off work i gotta make sure i have rent money when i get back
2) christmas is comming. i bought everything i was going to for myself so now my left over money is gunna be going to christmas presents. im not gunna lsoe out that money becouse she dosnt wanna use the cleaning supplies we already have. i wouldent care so much cept she dosnt have the money to buy any of this stuff so when she said we need to buy cleaning supplises it was more "you have to buy ..." i'm relay sick of her, i cant wait till she leaves i realy cant. it will be much happy fun time. i'm just sick of her bs. the reasion i spend so much fuckign time at the school library now is becosue i simply do not want to go home becosue she's there. she hardly ever works latly so i dotn know how shes paying for rent for december. and sicne she aint leaving till january she has to pay december rent. i wont pay 250 this month like i did last month so be better not think i'm paying part of her rent. like i said i need to keep an eye on my money its jsut that seasion. bad enough that i cant go all out and get people what i realy wanna get em beocuse i just dont have the money.
ok i'll stop rambaling.
peace and smiles
-sy